And they wonder why people become begin to seriously dislike homosexuality.

I have this “best friend”. A gay fem boy. Whatever.

His sexuality is so out there and he so defensive that he begins to do the hateful things that homohaters do to gay people.

How much wrong can it get?

My mother adores him. More than her own child. And she believes that he is right.

I ain’t shit. I am wrong. I need to listen. I need to put him first.

That’s what she says…

I’m not a homohater. How can I be when I like females myself?

But I’m seriously starting to dislike people like him. Those who put their sexuality out there so strongly and in a negative way, I just can’t stand it now.

Keep it to yourself or in a blog or whatever.

I don’t go around saying “I love dick/vagina! If you don’t there’s something wrong with you. Fucking hetero bitch.”

With him, it sometimes seem like it’s more than that. I feel like I’m being attacked personally.

I’m his best friend yet I get disrespected more often than not. What kind of sense does that make if it’s not jokingly and both parties know it?

I just had a long talk with my mother and in our situation she only defends him. Never stops to listen to what I have to say. Just assumes the worst about how I feel, calls me Satan (might as well had), and tells me to shut the fuck up. Literally.

I can’t explain to you how much that conversation hurt. I’ve always had the feeling that she has never loved me and only continued to role as a mother because of God and it was the right thing to do. But this….

It’s just more evidence.




Posted 1 year ago at 11:16pm with 1 note
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